![]() ![]() So my dear zaara, I know that you will one day be a beautiful young lady, that probably have the same drive like me. I thought i was giving a retreat to my body, but in actual fact, i was just stressing them more. I camofludge my body with expensive spa treatment on monthly basis, but i whatsaapp and texting people on work while having my body massage. I camofludge my body with travel under the pretext of relaxing trip. I stress them up, I forgotten that my inner body need time to rest and recoop. The only thing that I did wrong was to Overworked my body. I was not doing the right thing for my body. The stress in the body creates an acidic environment in my body and cancer live and grow well in an acidic body environment. I always uphold a strong believe, do the right thing, fight for the right thing, focus on the right thing, spend thousand of ringgit on my skin, my body, my hair, vitamins, travel, etc.īut while trying to do everything right, I worked way too hard and i stressed up my body to the extend my body couldnt cope anymore. ![]() I thought i was doing all the right thing. Its super rare that actually only 3% of women with breast cancer that will get tripple negative. The cancer type that I got was the rare type and its tripple negative breast cancer. When i was diagnosed, I was questioning and really cant find a single reason of why I got this. I was always being polite, I have high respect for people, I did everything I could to make my parents proud. I had a dream, I studied really hard, I climbed the ladder, I achieved all my dreams, i eat right, i dont smoke, i dont take alchohol, i behave like a good girl, I carry good integrity. I just want you to know that, when i was younger, I did everything right. Every little breath i have is dedicated to you. She's too young to see what i'm gonna go through. ![]() But everytime i look at Zaara, its a sad feeling gushing in. What makes me sad is not the cancer or chemo. Maybe its the side effects of ovarian surpressed and partly the fear of chemo that i would have to go through in a few days time. I had terrible headache and couldnt sleep the whole night. ![]()
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